Christmas 2011

This Christmas I am thinking of the belly I don't have. I was supposed to have this big belly at Christmastime, be able to feel the baby move, and know if I was having a boy or girl. Well God decided otherwise for me and His timing is always perfect even though the pain sucks! I had this passing thought this evening as to why losing a baby hurts so much...does God want us to know a little bit of the pain He felt when he sacrificed His only Son so that we might have eternal life? That was a passing thought as I'm trying to find a reason for this hurt. I might add that it is not wise to ask God to bring you closer to Him while pregnant. He will grant you your heart's desire, only not in the way you were thinking.